Thursday, August 20, 2009

At least I tried



You know, I try to do good things and be a good person. I try to be kind and helpful as much as possible. Sometimes I'm not, sometimes I'm in a bad mood or someone will make me angry and I won't be as polite as I could be to them. But I would think and hope that for the most part the universe would see me as being a good person. Instead the universe has been giving me one slap in the face after another this year and I really have to ask, what did I do to deserve this? And I know bad things happen to good people all the time. But when it happens to you (over and over and over), you can't help but feel a tiny bit victimised. So for now at least, there will be no more post its, no more cookies, no more spreading the happiness until I've finished sulking in my corner.

6 comments:

jillian-anne said...

i've been going through a similar few weeks. hope it gets better soon, i recommend chocolate.

Kerry said...

owww. that sucks :(

I hope the universe starts giving you what you deserve = lots of happiness!

Karolina said...

don't worry everything will turn back to normal sooner or later. I hope you'll be fine :)

sparks
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Jacinta said...

I feel the same.

I hope things get better very soon, for both of us.

REread said...

i hear you ... it's like 'why do I always have to be the strong one' ... then you just get over it. But a good sulk with a bag of crap (like chocolates or biscuits) never hurt anyone :)

Tara said...

Sad to hear the universe has been crappy to you lately... Would love to tell you everything will get better with time, but unfortunately I am also feeling the same way (and have been for a couple of years now!)... I have come to realise that bad things are just a part of life and there is ALWAYS someone who has been dealt a worse hand than you... even if your parents get divorced, you get diagnosed with an incurable chronic disease or your father passes away suddenly aged 54... there are people worse off out there... Unfortunately, that doesn't make being beaten repeatedly with the short straw feel any more pleasurable! Wow, that is probably the most depressing comment I have ever posted, feel free to reject it!

*big hugs* to you, you deserve better, maybe it is just taking a while for the message of your awesomeness to reach the universe? It is a very big place after all...